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Only Then

November 11, 2018

Listening to sad songs is my number one hobby. Not because I want to hurt myself, but in addition to chilling down, because ballad is slow and soft. Actually this song was released last winter, but I'm going to write especially to welcoming my favourite month; November rain.

I remind silent for a while while held my breath after solemnly watched the MV last February. As usual, Roy Kim- my solely autumn boy, coming back with another heart-wreaking pieces; Only Then.


Typical another Sangwoo's song, this is heart-breaking but not violent in delivery.

This song conveys a message about the overwhelming sadness and despair of a man who feels his relationship with his lover has been on the edge and he is trying so hard to avoid a breakup that seems in sight. 

The way to love me isn’t hard
Just hold me tight like you are now
We don’t know what will happen to us later
But I like that nothing’s decide.

Who cares what others say?
We can’t live without each other,
So what’s the problem?
We can be more in love together.

It's clearly tells the heart of a man who doesn’t want to break up for reasons that he thinks are not stronger than their love. Just like the tittle “Only Then”, he also wants to tell that there is the best time to break up. This is really interesting for me as a woman, through this song, perhaps I can know a little about how a man views in a relationship.

Thought

Role Mode

November 04, 2018

Semua ini bermula dari satu obrolan ringan gue dan Ka Anna di bawah naungan tenda Pakde Bakso depan kampus; "Karena nggak ada yang bisa dijadiin panutan,"
Gue mau sharing tentang apa yang terjadi di lingkungan kerja gue. Kontennya, bukan perkara gue nggak bersyukur sama perkerjaan gue saat ini disaat banyak orang diluaran sana yang hilir-mudik mencari kerja. Bukan ingin mengeluh juga, hanya sekedar sharing. Oke?



I was old enough to saying this.
Pengalaman kerja 4 tahun ini gue rasa cukup untuk jadi bahan sharing tentang urusan kerjaan. Ya, walaupun dalam lingkup suatu pabrik keberadaan gue ini tidak terlalu signifikan, tapi semoga tulisan ini bisa dijadikan bahan untuk berfikir dan juga bersyukur.

Gue mau melakukan sebuah pengakuan yang sedikit menakjubkan: I am sick of my work life.